Chapter 12: Homesick

 

Author Note: This chapter is a departure from the normal format, the text is the lyrics of the song linked just below. I hope it is not too confusing.

 Fair warning: Graphic Content!!

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Everything around me seems so much different than where I’m from
And at this rate I think my fate’s been sealed
This life’s so unpredictable

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We’ll go continue to live a life that no one knows
Where’s this gonna go?

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Right here, right now
This is the beginning of the end
And I won’t sing one single thing until we can get this right
I’m moving on
I’m moving on

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Hey mom, I wrote you some soft songs
And tell dad I’m just fine
We had to choose
We made our moves
And now we got to go, go

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Everything about me seemed so much different when I was young
I couldn’t wait to take my place
The years have passed
Good God have I been gone?

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So why, I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life
Time’s not on my side

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Right here, right now
This is the beginning of the end
And I won’t sing one single thing until we can get this right
I’m moving on
I’m moving on

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Hey mom, I wrote you some soft songs
And tell dad I’m just fine
We had to choose
We made our moves
And now we got to go

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And why’s this make me so nervous?
Why does everything go wrong?
Why’s this make me so nervous?
Why does everything go wrong?

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I’m holding onto a fairytale

6

We’re moving forward but we’re not there yet

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I’m holding on to a fairytale
We’re moving forward
we’re moving forward

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3

I’m holding onto a fairytale
We’re moving forward but we’re not there yet

4

I’m holding on to a fairytale
We’re moving forward, we’re moving forward

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Hey mom, I wrote you some soft songs
And tell dad I’m just fine
We had to choose
We made our moves
And now we got to go

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And why’s this make me so nervous?
(You make me so, you make me so)
Why does everything go wrong?

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Why’s this make me so nervous?
(You make me so, you make me so)
Why does everything go wrong?

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25 thoughts on “Chapter 12: Homesick

  1. I just caught up on chapters 10, 11 and 12 and all I feel is ;'( Hugh will have to be very strong for her amid all her guilt and doubt. Will she take over the orphanage? You know your story is good, Vinna, when it can pull me away from Skyrim to read it.

  2. aww…I’m glad Hugh was there for Nessie. She needs to not be alone and how bittersweet was their first time together. Hopefully she’ll continue to let him be there for her and not push him away. She can’t let the grief and guilt consume her.

    • Yeah I don’t know how she would cope without Hugh. It’s going to be a struggle for both of them to get through it together. Nessie is in a very reactionary mode right now, but at least Hugh is there to give her all the support and comfort he can.
      Thanks so much for reading!

  3. Such feels. 😦 😦 The pictures and poses were perfect as always. I can’t see a video link on ipad but I will go check it when on my pc.

    • Aww thanks for the comments on my poses and pictures. I was a bit nervous about the more intimate ones so I’m relieved to see them go over well. 🙂

  4. Because my internet is so slow I was a little nervous about getting a song to play, but when I saw the name pop up I got so excited. I love this song and already own it 🙂

    As always your poses are incredibly well done, and thought out. It’s such a sad time for them both, and zi just hope they can both make it through alright.

    • Nice! I love ADTR so much! I also love Periphery. You should check them out if you’re not already familiar.
      Thanks so much for the comments on my poses. 😀 they are the reason it takes so long to get the damn chapters done, but it is worth it.

  5. Wow this was beautifully done. The feels, man the feels 😦 That song was a perfect fit or this chapter. Poor Nessie 😦

  6. Serious feels man. Like I told you via pm, I really feel like you did well to bring us back into the moment with what Nessie was feeling in the last chapter. I am happy that she and Hugh are finding comfort in each other, I hope she will find true happiness as time goes on, I’m sure that’s what her parents would want.

    • Thanks! Yeah I had all sorts of stuff written out trying to prepare for this chapter, but when it came down to it there was a feeling I wanted to get across that just wasn’t as strong with so many words. I happened to play this song while writing and it just clicked! 😀

  7. I wasn’t able to see the link for the song. Can you possibly tell me who its by and the title? I’d love to listen to it. Poor Ness, she’s going through some rough times now. I am very glad that Hugh is there for her on all levels. Comfort and love is EXACTLY what she needs right now. Looking forward to the next installment.

    • Thank you! Oh sorry you were not able to see it. It’s still showing up for me so I’m not sure why it is not for you. 😦 It is called Homesick by A Day to Remember. It is the acoustic version and there is a video on youtube as well as a version of Grooveshark, which is the one I have embedded at the top. 🙂
      I’m working on the next chapter currently so hopefully it won’t be much longer. Thanks for reading!

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